swift glances at the aftermath of your consequences
who is to blame but yourself, and the honorable questions
you ask just to keep away from the edge of a cliff

are you in danger? the heat and the pressure
closing in your claustrophobic self; can you send
the future away from sinking ships to loose lips

list every cliche in your book just to save a breath
random notes hit high and low until the hallucinations fade.
you try, oh why don’t you. it might help.

can this be worth it? you drink to only hurt and
maybe to forget. conscious of when you lose control
and blind to all the flaws that exist around you.

I.
the way my name forms on your lips
so perfectly, so seductively
each syllable yearns for attention

craving innocence and simplicity
a continuous stream of mutuality
there just isn’t an end, is there..

II.
your eyes change colors
calm, natural, soothing,
cold, intimidating, angry

i can’t seem to look away
always assuming lies and trying
to understand these complex truths

sometimes you turn to stone
the only way to reach your feelings
i must look into your eyes

honesty is key but deceit will defeat
words tumble out with clarity
before i can even stop myself

my eyes tell lies unlike yours
all muddied up and dark
filtered behind gel and tinted gray

forever connected, our eyes
intense, focused, imposing
can’t break it, don’t break it

you can see who i truly am
naked and bare; all the secrets
all the lies and all the truths

III.
kiss me, find your lips against mine
shut eyes and just let it all happen
feel skin against skin; intertwined

glimpses of your hair tousled,
your lips parted gently between my legs
the heat from your piercing eyes

my body trembles and chills overwhelm
repressed moans escape my sinful mouth
excuse the raging hormones

warm wetness from your tongue
implores the surface of my skin
but your eyes never stray

enter me, let me feel you in me
electric synergy is all that’s left
won’t escape; we forget desire

suddenly, so connected; in the moment
there is no end and i forgot the start
intense; all this penetration

your lips against mine, exchanging
all the unspoken words infused in saliva
in that moment, we just know

IV.
bodies moving in harmonic rhythm
the compulsions riding out our hearts’
dirtiest desires; all can be possible

holding each other for support
unrelenting patient grip of your hand
my desperate grasp for your tense arms

smooth skin soaked in beads of sweat
anticipation building repeatedly
tasting only drops of satisfaction

V.
control me, just control me
you’ll figure me out before i do
i gave up long time ago

hold my conscious hostage
so i can show you my unconscious
vulnerable and losing control

brutal truth never felt so good
completely raw and overpowering
surrendering my senses to it

you won’t stop there though
wanting to see more, keep on demanding
until you feel your temporary gratification

our connection will remain stubborn
as we shall never be fully satisfied, trying to
let out all these never-ending devilish truths